wow...it's been quite a while. I've had an intense 6 months, but glad to be back onlne. Since my last posting, not much has happened, but interestingly, AM did want to get back together. She called the day I landed and said she wanted to talk...we ended up getting back together and then she said she could not commit. So there I was...I said, take it or leave it and she left a week later. Over the next few months, I ended up spending a lot more time with AI. AI and I really connected and I've known her for over 10 years, so it was easy. We went mountain biking and hung out...good times. I took her to a buddy of mine's wedding and I thought we had really connected, but little did I know...she started dating someone. I asked her to join me at MS's brother's wedding reception, and she says that she'll join with the group of girls coming. Little did I know until this evening that she's bringing a date. So here we are. The night before KS's wedding and I'm dateless. Not the best, but whatever. I'm dissapointed, but this is how it goes, right? I didn't have the balls to man up and take her like a man takes a woman. And from what German buddy says, the text messsages had all the signs. So I'm now not sure what to think, but figure, you know what, it's life...might as well enjoy the ride...life's too short to worry about it. And so life continues. One woman after another...would be wonderful to find one solid woman I can love one of these days...GSW
